addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
bah.
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
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so tired. lack of sleep + erratic training + irregular meals = tired, bingeing, unhappy me.
ARGH. i really hope this gets better next week. crazy schedule. hate it.
i fear for my joints. they seem to be starting to hurt a little when i run. if i'm hit with another rectus femoris-like injury i'll be out for another 2 yrs or more or forever which really sucks. this is why i don't like training for only running.
argh. unhappy day. this schedule's too tiring for me :(
hope i can complete triple sesh training tmr. haha. i'm not really sure what's keeping me going but right now i think it's just the perfectionist side of me that needs to complete my routine, rather than the drive to train and improve. that's quite terrible.
meanwhile, schoolwork is rotting at the back of my head. i am hoping for some clarity after school closes. don't like all this uncertainty and irregularity. why is it that things always seem to be getting more and more complicated.
my feet hurt :( joints please don't die on me. i must sleep early tonight.